I've been real busy lately. I haven't had time to breathe, I think. If I dare take some free time, I lose sleep time, and I need sleep. :'(

I'm doing co-op. So basicallyI have to work a full-time job without pay seven and a half hours a day, plus going to and fro busses which takes like an hour and a half, so I go early, come home late, do chores, prayers, etc, and collapse. That's been my routine.

On top of that, our co-op course also gives us additional homework.

At least my placement offered me a part-time job on the side. But that also means I work saturdays too and only have sunday off, which is eaten up by my stepmother who just had a C-section.

It feels unreal that I have a baby half sister now... I haven't seen her yet though. She's premature and in incubator and no one's taken me to the hospital to see her. She'll be like eighteen one day when I'm midway through thirty. :V Fun.

I'm trying to find time to finish some stuff I was working on long ago. Maybe. Blah. Who knows. It's like a ghost town here now anyhow.

But out of the goodness of my heart (right) I thought I'd post a little update, if anyone will read it, that is.

Somehow I get the feeling that a lot of people here, watchers, friends etc stopped talking to me, either of disdain or spite.

Am I imagining things?

I'm kinda getting tired of online communities so dark and desolate. 80

And well, IM too, but that's another storeh.

Yeah I dunno what to do rly rly. Or if anyone will bother to read this. But I thought I'd give some reason as to my recent hiatus-spam.

I'm back.

Computer fixed, alhamdulillah.

This month and a half really taught me much patience --I was stuck at home with nothing to do and no computer of my own. o_o

I am so mellow man.

So mellow.

There was a longer version of this but meh.

My computer still hasn't been fixed yet. e_e Each time we take it to the store, we come back with a new problem, ffff.

So, still hiatus. I wanted to do this meme tho. Stole it from




Pick 5 fandoms and do this for each of them


FullMetal Alchemist

1. The character you first fell in love with:

Winry Winry Winry Winry Winry. Before reading FMA I was kinda reluctant to like her at one point, because I was used to main females being rather cookie-cutter. I thought I'd like Riza more... but what can I say, both Winry, and EdWinry won me over. Winry's such a cute, and refreshing female lead. She doesn't need to tag along with the heroes to be damn important, and she's not the first pretty young thing to appear, yet she's still the main girl and the first girl you think of when you think of Ed. Winry is win. <333

2. The character you never expected to love as much as you do now:

Mei. I actually didn't like her at all first xD... especially when she got that crush on Ed. I was actually hoping Bradley had stabbed her through Al's armour... >>;

I realized how awesome she was after I started RPing her, and discovering the fun in RPing her and how much I related to her.

3. The character everyone else loves that you don't:

Riza and Ran Fan... *Shotded*

Eh, I used to be okay with them, and I used to like Riza especially. But their fans ruined them for me, they make them out to be way to perfect, and many are pretty elitist. They whore them around with the Elric brothers and say "They bond better" and "It'll work if Winry died" or whatev.

And they're kinda... boring and too perfect, and kinda overrated. Although the newly revealed fact that Riza's suicidal without Roy did give me some respect for her. They're not really my type of characters, anyhow.

Don't kill me people! I still like LingRan, and think RoyAi is the deepest pair in FMA, even deeper than EdWin. D8

4. The character you love that everyone else hates:

Mei. She's so awesome and squishy, and I just love her type of characters~

5. The character you used to love but don't any longer:

Um... Riza and Ran Fan? And I guess Armony, I liked her somewhat at first.


Zettai Heiwa Daisakusen

1. The character you first fell in love with:

Johanne. <33

2. The character you never expected to love as much as you do now:

Uhh... the series is not very far along. Iunno, Johanne? I though he was kinda an ass at first appearence. For a moment.

3. The character everyone else loves that you don't:

Like I said... the series has like only ten chapters so far. :V Dunno. I like everyone so far.

4. The character you love that everyone else hates:

xD ... Again, dunno.

5. The character you used to love but don't any longer:

I SAID I DON'T KNOW


Ouran High School Host Club

1. The character you first fell in love with:

Tamaki Tamaki Tamaki <333

2. The character you never expected to love as much as you do now:

Renge. 8D

3. The character everyone else loves that you don't:

Haruhi. >_>;

4. The character you love that everyone else hates:

Renge. :<

5. The character you used to love but don't any longer:

Haruhi. And Hikaru.


The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya

1. The character you first fell in love with:

Haruhi

2. The character you never expected to love as much as you do now:

Haruhi.

3. The character everyone else loves that you don't:

Mikuru?

4. The character you love that everyone else hates:

I dunno... I guess some people hate Haruhi?

5. The character you used to love but don't any longer:

Mikuru


Avatar: The Last Airbender

1. The character you first fell in love with:

Fell in love? Uhh... Aang maybe?

2. The character you never expected to love as much as you do now:

Toph. o3o

3. The character everyone else loves that you don't:

Katara.

4. The character you love that everyone else hates:

Mai. :<

5. The character you used to love but don't any longer:

xD I don't know... I kind of liked Katara at first, does that count?